I couldn't stand hearing her say she made stuff up because she was hoping it was me on the phone then realized it wasn't. She saw how it affected me even though I just got quiet. I hated that she is hoping she was wrong and it wasn't another man.
I know I want to bring it up for her sake but I think it is for me as well. If I just know the truth I want to know how I will feel. I am in the phase of I don't want a relationship with anyone but her even though she has done this to our family. It is crazy to still feel this way.

Maybe I just need to know and also protect my kids feelings.


M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15