If I would have done C from the beginning the A and B never would have happened. I did not involve her in things that concerned her. That was selfish of me. I am working on not worrying about making me happy. But working on making other people happy first. I can dwell and feel sad, and miss my wife. I do that a lot. But that is me being selfish. I am concentrating on putting my feelings aside and putting others first.
