I am just devastated. I am broken right now and he doesn't care. He is mourning the loss of his "soulmate" who is home with her husband and all the while im trying to take care of the kids and not freak them out by bursting into to tears every few minutes.

After this I just don't see any hope anymore.

Rain (moi): 40
Ex Fiance: 39
3 kids
On/off again EA & PA
Last BD by ow 12/15
Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15