Thanks V, you are always so kind to this wild bird.
I feel that NC is somehow my last stand. I do not have much hope that this man will be part of my life again. It really bother me now to just think that we will have some situations as a family we could be.
But who knows, maybe he is moving on and eventually I will move on totally and we may very good friends in the future. I don't know.
All what I know is that I am doing everything in my power that I am not home when XWH comes to pick up the kids or drop them off. It's not easy because he is a frequent flyer in my house.
But no excuses, that's what I need to do and that is what I will do. I am at work now, have so much work I can't even breath well.
