Just got back from family therapy. It was rough. Really, really rough.
I think H really and truly will never forgive me for all the real and embellished faults of mine. I think there is no love left at all in him. None. Just hurt and blame.
I'm sorry I've been busy today and haven't posted yet, but remember this - therapy can be a place for some people to say things they don't feel saying in other circumstances. It sounds like your H doesn't really express himself much, and when he's given an opportunity like in therapy he may go over the top. Not only that, but it seems from other things you've said that he might not be able to accept his role in things (he's so fragile he'll crack if anything is his fault). Combined, you are buried in a nonsensical (at least in terms of reality) spew-fest.
Can you escape somewhere for a bit to GAL or be distracted? It might be a good idea to not dwell on anything that was said.
Besides, believe only 0% that he says
Me-38 W-38; T-15 M-12; S10 and S6 BD - July 2016; EA confirmed; confronted Aug 2015 EA dissolved 12/2016
Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option - Maya Angelou
