I'm doing better now, just had a moment. She has been calling and texting me all day and I haven't responded. She knows I snapped earlier and left work to check on me. I wasn't at the house so she called my brother who I work with to see if he knew where I was. He told her I was at work and she texted me that she does care about me. I'm going to arrange care for the kids for a few days and take a road trip. I gotta get away from this for a while. Not going anywhere in particular for no particular amount of time.
M: 39 W:38 D: 11 S: 7 T: 18 M:13 I suspect problem: 8/15 ILYB: 9/15 Never quit on love I ask her to leave:10/15
