Painter, You're never alone in this. You always have people to talk with, and many of us are dealing with the same feelings and emotions. Keep posting, and know you have an outlet. I'll be praying for you today!
M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)