No I have never had any thoughts that I missed out on anything in life. I grew up athletic, played D1 college football and baseball. My senior year I got cancer. they gave me no more then ten years and I'm still her 32 years later. I began my own business at 22 and have been very successful. But I have always been content with my life. I never expected anything form anyone and knew that I had to work if I wanted to be successful. My family is my life. I have always made the time and commitment to them. They were always 1st and still are my priority. This is the same for my W, her family meant the world to her. My mental strength has always been strong and I have endured alot of pain through out my life. Losing family members. Seems every 5 to 7 years I lose somebody. I never thought in this 5 year period it would be my wife. Have to say losing siblings to accidents, losing parents and inlaws, to heart disease, cancer, dimentia. This is the most difficult. I sometimes feel it would have been easier if it were a death. Not betrayal and her losing her mind. I'm still grounded in who I am, and I have to be for our daughter. She graduates this December from State and is moving to begin her career in merchandising. My wife and I looked so forward to this time in our lives. Guess she had other thoughts. I have always been a very happy person and I feel very kind to others. If someone needs some help in their life I am always willing to help out. Thats who I am. Wife was the same. Now she is very narcisstic, materialistic, and lots of other stics.LOL.
