Thank you so much for posting. I have been hoping that you would. This shift is scary for me. I do not want regrets. I think that is probably part of the reason I have been doing this for the time that I have. I really am struggling to understand if I am letting go or moving on. Letting go feels so much better. Perhaps I am trying to move on to ensure I am letting go.
D7 has a birthday party coming up. Part of me is nervous about standing in a corner all alone while a bunch of people stand around wondering what the heck is going on. I am dreading it. Part of me also says that this is an opportunity for me to look good, smell good, be happy and exude confidence in front of WW for the first time in 6 months. Another part of me says screw WW, I don't care what she thinks. This is my daughter's birthday party and nothing is going to take away from this experience.
One of the odd parts is that WW made the invite list and I do not know who is coming. I am sure her family will. That will be awkward to say the least.
Me: 30's W: 30's M: 12yrs EA: Started 3/2015 MC Started: 4/2015 She moved out and served 6/2015 PA: Confirmed 10/5/2015 2 young kids
"If you do not stand for something you will fall for anything."
