She will almost certainly turn it agains you for reading it

I was in a similar position and it really realy will not help

I wish you well

Ghost

Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.