H came home from work rather late. Like he walks in the door every night at that time and it was no big deal. I said "geez, I was starting to worry."---I was nonchalant, and casual. He laughed and said" you were worried about me? Is that something you're always going to do?"
We had a pretty good weekend, like I said, so I am pretty sure I am on the right track. Or tightrope, I should say. I am walking a very fine line of not pursueing, but feeling like he really wants/needs attention and validation. If he wants out of this marriage, why not just leave? Why not just ignore me completely? Why be nice to me one day and then go "oh--I'm suppose to be leaving her"?
And sadly, I thought I was in an ok place today.
Me 47 H 49 S18 S15 M 21 BD #1 11/09/15 ILYBNILY I believe we are Piecing 1/2/16 Suspect EA/PA? 2/28/16 BD #2 "He tried, but needs passion." 2/28/16 Confirm PA 3/11/16, he's leaving in June H leaves 5/7/16
