"I am a bit lost at the present I seem to be developing feelings for a female co worker and am struggling with it. "
That's a typical rebound relationship. So your 30 years together and the short separation has caused you to fall in love again so quick? Think it through.
Right now your feelings of lack of self-esteem and want for validation of your own feelings are causing a void in you. You want something or anyone to fill that void. This will actually be the test of what kind of MAN you are. Do you really need a woman to make you happy?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
