Tomorrow is my first court date for the night I left Sanity for Crazytown. I've been busy getting all the paperwork I need forwarded to my lawyers. I'll have a good idea of what happens next after tomorrow.
H and I are getting along better. I think it's because I'm kind of dead inside, but it's peaceful here, at least. It occurred to me that his happiness is coming at the expense of my happiness and health, as well as the happiness of our kids. He'd better be deliriously happy with a cost so high!
My heart beats like a crazy drummer these days. It's lost all sense of rhythm. I am so unhappy that this has happened! I'm living proof of all kinds of bizarre occurrences being real. Huh. Don't know how to feel about that, exactly.
I just heard back from the woman I interviewed with. She had a couple of late applications come in after me, so she's still doing interviews. She hopes to know for sure by the end of this week. She thanked me for following up, and her tone was super friendly. I think I'm still in the running!
