in house S (5)

[vise82]

Hey Fogg,

I tend to create a reality of my own, you have showed me what the truth might be.

one good weekend is not going to change everything. I am hoping for too much. Yes this is a high point on this ride of emotions.

The truth is that she has not made any talk to me presently about how I am doing, asking about me, my work or anything relating to me.

I have before DB , based on her behavior towards me thought we were getting better. She then flat out asked me if she said that it was getting better. she didn't, but I based it on interactions. I can see it happening again. Only this time I wont bring it up in a R talk. I will just let her be with her experience, she knows what is happening. She need to tell me she wants change for the better.

I have to be carful not to pursue right now even if this is what I am feeling.