I have started NC with my H on Friday. I deleted all his contact information from my phone and computer. Still friends on FB, but unfollowed him. I am fighting hard to not contact him anymore at all. I don't want to be with someone that doesn't want to be with me.
I too struggle with self-esteem because of his rejection. He was such a lousy husband and set the bar so low. Yet I couldn't keep a man like him. I really struggle with the fact that it really had nothing to do with me and my actions. If only I did more for him, made more money, cleaned the house more, etc. nothing would have ever been good enough. He would have found another reason. Video games make him happy. Maybe he can get a virtual wife. Lol!!
On a positive note...because he set the bar so low, pretty much anyone (including my dog) is better than he was. (JK)
I'm a candy crush soda addict!
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
