Fogg , no not at all I dont mind you speaking truth into me since that's what i need. Thanks for checking up on me and truly wanting my marriage to succeed. It means the world to me that someone i personally havent met wnts my marriage to succeed. Not even my family offers such positive vibes. And in all honestly i need a the help i can get. I just had to take a break from this site , it was becoming a daily routine for me to get on this website and just read everyones stitch. Unfortunately i am on the 12th week tomorrow 12/07 and i have yet to see my daughters 3 months!! It's killing me inside. I wish i would have filed with my L sooner. It has been 4 weeks since she filed all ppwk but holidays have delayed things. But hopefully next week we have a definite court date and have her served.
As far as i am concerned , I have reached a point in my life that i never thought i would reach. I have realized i dont need my wife in my life. I have been at peace this past month. I dont worry about her anymore, I dont miss her. I love her and I wish she was with me , but i dont need her to be happy. Only time will tell what happens next. Holidays sucked but I will be fine.I know I will.
