Hi Sotto
Yes, I understand what your saying. It sux cause I am in a really good place at the present, first time I actually feel good and am happy, I am starting to not worry about her at all.
At the end of year outing with my work friends I actually started dancing again, Its been years since I could do that! and you could not wipe the smile off my face.
I am loving life again>


H 50
W 46
T 31
M 24
EA 11.11.15
PA not sure.
Dx3
Separated 5.12.15 (not legally)