Now what?

[melweb]

Ok, I think my interview went pretty well yesterday. I will know by the end of the week. Fingers crossed.

H didn't know of said interview, so he asked if I was joining the Y. I told him I had an interview, and he said he was proud of me. Goody two shoes for you. I am MORE proud of myself!!

We rode around town looking for a Christmas tree. Rather awkward, but not awful. I let him lead the conversations, but even as we were kidless, he made no mention of leaving after the holidays, or any "us" conversation at all.

Back at home, he put the football game on the tv, and had some wine, while I started dinner. He called me "hon" twice. I am going to assume that was the wine talking.

Later today, we will need to resume our Christmas tree search.
We will probably be alone together again. I am ok! I AM a person only a fool would leave.