dday, gaining traction

[dday]

W gave me the "revised" paperwork. All they actually revised was wording on a few things. Anything that would cost her a penny, or make her back down on any kid issue was ignored.

Somehow, she went from 50/50, we don't need L involved to you need to sign this or get a L. I can't sign this. I will be broke, whike she keeps everything.

I am still considering the house idea too. I am back and forth on wanting to keep it.

So I'm emotional again. And then I started thinking, I do miss W. But, I equally miss my lifestyle of security and having a partner and seeing my kids everyday and working towards a common goal with W. So it's not just W that I am mourning right now. It's a multitude of things.

Must keep working on detachment.