Unlurking, Rd II: Hitting reset

[Strngr!]

Having a tough day. Drove with w and kids in car for 3 hours. She's acting like we're still s family, but I know better.

Now I'm trying to psych myself up to start decorating for Xmas while my wife does whatever it is she's doing. This hurts. So bad.

I'm starting to hate Christmas but I'd like to be strong for the kids. GoING to be tough since the carols are tearing my heart apart

Hey Sci Im probably not the best person to give advice but ive been following yoir story and i felt compelled to give you some encouragement. Hang in there i went through all the acting like things were ok went along with it with her for over a month we recently decided to tell people were seperating instead of faking it through christmas unfortunatly this didnt make things any easier for me. As for putting up the tree and decorations do your boys like chirstmas if they do maybe they can help snd you csn take some comfort in their excitment. I know that it helped me to see my little guys face light up and how excited he was when he saw the lights on the tree and i put on a fun christmas movie for him to watch too. Anyways stay stong my freind from what i can tell you are stong like bull so keep it up