Yesterday was another pretty good Day. The family went to the gym in the morning. The kids did active crew, I did 10k on treadmill and w did her combat class. A few weeks ago W was resentful of my presence in the gym - she didn't want me anywhere near her - yesterday she approached me to talk to me on the treadmill.
Later we had a family day out with two other families . A train ride to see Santa on a steam train special.
It was 1 hour car ride to get to the then 3/4 hours on the train and seeing Santa in his grotto etc then the car home. It still felt awkward as W was not affectionate or warm towards me for the whole trip - I really missed just touching her leg, or putting my arms around her as the kids enjoyed themselves She was not cold either just a bit distant.
She was taking lots of photos of hot kids, Santa, the train, and her GFs but none of me or me and the boys. That hurt.
Later she put the pics on FB etc and she did say to me what a really enjoyable day it had been.
She seems tired but she had been out until 2:30am the night before. A few weeks ago I had been dreading this day - being out with families whose marriages seem solid - whilst ours [censored]. It turned out a lot better than expected
Me49 W45 T15 M13 S11 S8 BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12 Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12 W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing! May-Oct14 drifting Dec 14 W agrees to more QT BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY W filed 1/25/16
