Just so sad tonight. Miss my husband. I can't wait for Christmas to be over. I just want to go to bed until it's over.

H is not doing well physically. He looks just worn out. I know he's overwhelmed. Doesn't look like leaving me made as happy as he thought it would.

I know I'll survive but right now I'm just so overwhelmed and exhausted.

Me53
H48
M 13
No children together
BDMay '15
PA June '15
H moves out,files 8/15 wants "quick divorce" but does nothing
Me sending proposal 12/15, court dates upcoming