Feyth,
I am so sorry for your struggles as I can totally relate to what you are going through. I am SO SCARED of making a mistake that will end my marriage that I just seem to be frozen. I don't make any moves at all! All I do is read self help books, read online information, talk to people, go to IC....but, when it comes right down to it, I'm so afraid that I just can't seem to make a decision on the right way to handle things. It has been over 2 weeks since I've seen or talked to him. I feel like I'm going crazy over here. I can't stop thinking about him and wondering if he's thinking about me. I wish I had some advice for you, but I can't even make a decision for myself so I would really hate to mess things up for you too! Good luck with everything, keep your head up and keep us posted.
Michaele


M:45 H:48
M:11
No kids
BD:Sept'15
EA:Confirmed 1wk later
PA: Oct'15
12 '15 2 wk R
Just kidding, H wants NC
12 '15 H back w/OW
4 '15 R &still working on it