Having a tough day. Drove with w and kids in car for 3 hours. She's acting like we're still s family, but I know better.

Now I'm trying to psych myself up to start decorating for Xmas while my wife does whatever it is she's doing. This hurts. So bad.

I'm starting to hate Christmas but I'd like to be strong for the kids. GoING to be tough since the carols are tearing my heart apart

Me-38 W-38; T-15 M-12;
S10 and S6
BD - July 2016; EA confirmed; confronted Aug 2015
EA dissolved 12/2016

Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option - Maya Angelou