Venting my frustration.. sitting in office at work thinking.. I want to slap my wife across the head (let me be VERY CLEAR.. I have NEVER physically hurt my W or ANY WOMEN.. so this is a figure of speech) to slap her out of this situation she has made for herself, me, us.. social/psychology is her domain.. NOT ME!!
She says I was not there for her for many years.. I get it and am honestly sorry and working to better myself. But she still in communication with OM at minimum.. so she is dragging me through HELL and we cannot fix (or start a new) MR until OM is out of pic.
I am working on self and GAL.. again I just venting =)
She shares her workday stories with me where kids are messed up and I think that is NOTHING. Hello?? Why can't you see what's in front of u and HELP me!! Example, she tells me kids these days cut themselves with razors along their bodies at times because they have emotional pain and that mental pain cannot be seen so they cut themselves. Hello?? Awhile back when I was messed up I told her and she recommended a psychologist because I shared that the pain I was having could only be comforted by the thought of death.. (death brought piece). I am over it but I am like this is your line of work.. HELP US <her name>!! Of course I realize this pain is mine NOT W's or ours.. it's mine alone.
