Mahhty, that's just it. I don't really know. Sure, there are plenty of things that sound kind of interesting, but most would take years and years of schooling and at this point I just don't have it in me. Plus schools are so expensive here. Lastly, I don't want to be away from my D more than I absolute have to. My H was supposed to conquer the world and I would take care of the kids. I guess I just really wanted to focus and be a dedicated mom, cause I'm not really 100% happy with my own upbringing.