dday, attempting to find clarity

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I've felt the numb also, it was more when I really came to accept that life will never be the same and regardless of what happens its going to be a long road ahead. Reconciliation or divorcing, theres going to be alot of pain ahead and healing that needs to be done. I guess it is a bit of self preserving because it all seems impossible to overcome but time(lots of time) will help us through it all.