I hope you are getting out and getting some YOU time!
I know that you have been focusing so much energy on this EA/potential thing (you know i do), which can be consuming and detrimental to your health, your career, pma...consider ramping up your efforts towards your getting out and enjoying things.
They call this the holiday season...try to make some connections, meet a colleague for a drink, watch a sporting event, concert, play, SOMETHING TO GET YOU OUT OF THE PHUCKING HOUSE AND JUST DO FOR YOURSELF!
