Maybe you discover nothing and most of your suspicions can be set aside and you can focus on trying to recover your marriage.
I hope so - otherwise i'm in for a crap weekend and Xmas. A chunk of the recording will be me talking to her yesterday and today.
We had the power outage drama on Wednesday night and FIL is still in hospital. He has a 'shadow ' on his lungs - which might be fluid, cyst or cancer. He has never smoked though.
I'm in the airport now - and it's totally depressing. Normally I would be hunting a little gift for W, just a small item, chocolates, probably. And at this time of year, Christmas presents for her, perfume etc .I'm a very considerate gift buyer for W and over the last 4 years have always sort to get her a little something when I am away.
I've bought some chocolate for the kids - I'm sure W will look disappointed - for a moment or two, process it and move on.
Mind reading I know.
She is not going to the concert tonight but has rearranged to go out with some GFs for a drink.
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