First night completely alone with no S. Slept badly felt weird. Kept expecting her to walk in and talk about S's trip. He is using a family group to text us so we see each other's comments. Today I'm going out for lunch with friends. She is curious to know who and where but I'm keeping it vague. She's visiting parents tomorrow and would like to change cars today but I'll do it tomorrow. I want to try to keep it brief. Taking the chance to give her back a bagful of CDs I bought her over the years. She seemed surprised yesterday that I've moved the last of her stuff into storage. She's going by herself to try to explain her situation to her parents and family. Of course they love her but don't understand why. Beyond my control. Just trying to keep busy and follow some of the advice you kind people have give me.
