Thanks ep0215, BT13, pho and PP... I actually came back to the board because it is the only way I can put an end on my Ex H Horror movie.
I am not giving much to this board for a long, long time. But I learned a lot of stuff here. I met good people that all what they did was to help me all the time.
I feel that during the time I took a break, that I lost a lot of my progress. I came back and I feel more confident that I can put an end of the roller coaster, the nightmares. It is not easy, but the comfort I get here is a treasure.
Thank you all for supporting me, when I probably come across like a crying baby. I will be strong again, I have a lot of life inside of me. I have been a little dizzy and weak, but day by day, I can see that sometimes we are not the ones loosing, but we are the lucky ones.
