Sweet Soto, it's never dull to read your posts since they are teaching us that it is not necessary to stay stuck in a hole because our S left.
You are not portraying that life is fantastic and you just decide to move on and is achieving your goals every day. You are very honest saying that there is still a very hard work processing all your emotions and feelings.
But you are respecting yourself, your values and believes. You are becoming a better person then you were, more aware of many different aspects of a R. You are giving yourself a chance to explore some joy, meeting other people and not for the main purpose of a new R, but just people in general.
You work hard and is having success in your job, you are being recognized on your hard work.
It may be dull because your H is still very stubborn and we don't know if he will ever look for some help to get his life in balance. But you as a unique person, is a fantastic example for us all.
It's good to know that we are not getting stuck and bitter forever, that even without a guy beside us, we can be successful and have fun.
And most important, the we can achieve our goals even when dueling so much pain.
You are indeed our hero. It's like a lighthouse for us.
