Sotto, I too enjoy your updates. You are a great example of staying strong and moving forward!
I so know the feeling of the ever changing emotions towards H. Mine change from day to day the same as yours. That tells me I am still processing, still changing and hopefully growing. I figure, I must still be healing and working through things.
Keep going Sotto, sounds like you are doing all the right things for you.
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-