Hi, I hope all is well. Thanks for the kind response. I think you are doing a tremendous job at keeping your family together and your marriage alive. No matter what path you chose to follow you should have no regrets about your efforts in trying to make the marriage work. I hope you husband realizes this before its to late and he loses you. Somewhere deep inside his troubled soul is the man you fell in love with. He will have a heavy heart when he wakes up to find he has driven you away and blown up his family with selfish misguided choices.
