New or false hope?

[JulieH]

Thanks for sharing tl2. Would love to hear more about what works and what doesn't. I'm gonna wait and let him initiate. Usually I am initiator in this type of stuff. Actually in most relationship type stuff. Not fun. I honestly don't want to waste any more time at this point. Although he said he wants to take things slow. If his actions don't reflect what he said, I'm mentally moving on and preparing for my future without him. I was starting to feel better about myself, and thinking of flirting and other confidence building actions. I have to get this in my mind and not take him too seriously because timing wise it does not make sense and again no real actions. He gave me a check for cs but he would have had to pay that any way. A real action would have been if he gave me back money from past few months which were not retroactive. I said that to him and he said no. So that kind of shows no?