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[Mona52]

I keep getting horribly distracted today. I am dying to know if my S's C spoke to H.

Why do I need to know this? I dont need to know this. And I wont know this because jerkface is not going to reach out to me to see if S is OK and C is not going to call me to discuss his meeting with H.

The most embarrassing part is that I know a good mommy would want C to speak to H so that H and S can have a deeper, more loving R. I have to admit, I just want someone to say, out loud, to H that he needs to contact his kids.

So I am dying of curiosity, then washed over with guilt.

It is snowballing some issues. I had a specific amount of work I had to get done today. I actually came in knowing I had a mini mountain to move, but confident I could move it.

But my mind keeps getting torn away. So I have only moved a small molehill so far. I have 2 hours left and I still have half my work to do. That is worrying me so much that my concentration is flying at warp speed out the window. Which means I am moving even slower.

I thought maybe if I got it out on here I can go back to work and leave it all here for a bit and not worry about it until later. You guys can figure out how I can react more positively about the whole H S C triangle while I get my work done, and when I come back I expect this issue to be resolved.

(jk )

Thanks!