Devotional this morning. James 1:6 "But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind"

I have to ask....am I doubting? I'm envisioning a future without her. Perhaps even looking forward to a future without WW. I have several OW who have expressed interest if my D finalizes. I've thought about dating them. Even looking forward to it. I've spent time envisioning the work I'm going to do on the house once she moves out. I tell myself I'm just mentally and emotionally preparing for the outcome of the choices she is making but I have to ask......am I asking in faith without doubting?

Me 40
WW 41
D 4
S 12
S 14
BD 6.16.2015
W stopped wearing ring 9.4.15
W Filed Divorce 9.14.15
My ring off 11.15.15
D finalized 12.18.15
WXW (wayward X wife) moved out 1.28.16 got her own place