It's hard because it's everything I wanted to hear but I had been doing OK and now I feel back in limbo. And I don't want to set myself up for more dissapointment but it's impossible to not have that hope. I don't think he would be that cruel to do something like that, but I never thought he would leave like he did either
I guess I have to keep going forward like i was, and doing everything for me and kids best interest but that's hard too cause now I'm distracted ans unsettled again.
I don't think either of us has love or trust or respect for each other right now. He did say he noticed I changed. I have not noticed change in him. He still does not call to ask about kids.
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015