Losing dad, and W being there with me, cemented us together for life in my mind.
I think you need counseling for this ^^ issue. I'm sure it was very traumatic for you, but what if it had been a guy that had helped you through it? Would you have felt cemented for life with him? What if it had been a married woman, instead of this girl that helped you?
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
