I fell asleep early last night. I have felt exhausted for a few days and I think it all caught up. I had a bout of dreams soon after BD that would wake me up in cold shivers and fear. Last night I had another one of those which took me by surprise. It has been a while. GAL activities have helped to keep my mind off of things for a time. I believe this was a subconscious relapse possibly because of the work I have put in to keeping thoughts away. It also may be because of my last post. The reflection it stirred in me. Who knows.
What I do know is this group and all of you in it have helped tremendously and inspired me to look forward. This group helps put things in perspective. We all care much for each other. Tough love and soft love is abundant here and it keeps me here learning working through all I can. I hope for a good day to all of us. Thank you . . .
