Last night W was putting together party favors for S6 birthday, so I offered to help. It was a good intersection as we watched TV and put them together. I also fixed a humidifier that I said I would the other day. Its working so we don't have to buy a new one.
In the morning I was about to leave for work and no one was up. then my W call for me, I go to talk to her and shes naked in the bathroom and then grabs a towel to cover her self but not before I saw too much. She continues to talk to me with just the towel and I cant even concentrate on what she is saying.
I get ready to leave and I get called again, My S6 has thrown up during the night and morning. So I stayed home to look after him. This is a 180 for me as I find it hard to stay away from work, and W usually stays home with the sick kids.
We were all in the family room and W is sitting on the floor now eating breakfast fully dressed. She starts talking to me about today and the birthday party and I am just looking her in the eyes and listening and taking, and she is doing the same. I haven't talk to her like this in a long time. I try to see if I can push her limit of eye contact and she lingers there with me looking in each others eyes. It was so nice. But I was cool about it. like I was indifferent about how long I could look in her eyes. But that connection we had early in the MR, I could feel it again. I don't know how she felt but I will let her figure it out.
We are talking back and forth today because S6 is sick and she wants updates.
one day at a time
Me late 30's W mid 30's T 15, M 10 S4, S7 ILYBNILWY June 2015 In house S July 2015 W rings off Oct 2015 My ring off Feb 2015 Separate houses June 2016
