Time is such an enigma, time can be a person's greatest gift or their worst experience. Today I awoke to realize time has been my savior. For those who know my story this time last year was the hardest moment I have ever had to endure. But I can say I have held to my convictions and stayed true to myself and what I believed in. I have always been a rather hopeless romantic kind of guy and I believed that there is only one person for everyone; and that you are truly meant to be with that person. No matter time or distance, but sometimes it just doesn't work. I have carried around so much guilt for my failed marriage for a long time, I had believed I was a failure and less of a man for not being able to make my marriage work, but I have realized through lots of insight and many nights alone just reflecting on my past, sometimes people change without even realizing it and you can't put those new items back in the same beautiful box they were originally packaged in. Sometimes people need new boxes, separate boxes! This doesn't mean either person is bad or wrong, somethings are just not meant to be. So today I awoke with a clear mind and a little anxiety for the new road ahead of me. I want to say one last time I will always love and miss my best friend and now I know that is ok, but time is my savior and my liberator. I will keep my head high and know the worth of this man! I know who I am and what I will stand for and what beliefs I will never compromise. Thank you time for showing me compassion and bringing me knowledge and strength. Today I walk my own road with no regrets and a smile on my face with knowledge that better days are ahead.
