Pinn I will expand on my comments earlier while not hijacking your thread.
About time lost- I had a moment of weakness and jumped when my L said jump not when my heart told me it was time. And it started the countdown. I was too emotionally attached to the idea of OM and where that was leading. It caused a heavy fog to surround and hinder my ability to follow my plan and not my feelings. I read about others who have been at this for years. I can not say I would have that kind of strength but I also can not say I would not.
To save my M is the greatest hope of all and I would love to say I accomplished that at some point in the future. From what I get about DB there is a #1 priority to focus on first. I am developing a better 2point0. Creating 2point0.2.0. I still have the gift of time for this goal.
Your options are plenty. You can sit back and wait. You can DB with everything it takes or none at all. You are in a position where the tips and advice you find here are all available actions for you. It may or may not work to save your M but it will work to make a better Pinn.
