I agree with everything you said. I guess my problem is how to not continue dating. I made a commitment to change and I hate going back on my word. Maybe I'm struggling because it was one of the roots to our unhappy marriage (not spending time). Maybe because I'm still holding out hope that she will see the changes I've made. Maybe because I'm adamant (to myself) to incorporate this change in me for the long term.
But it really just boils down to my head spinning out of control yet again and I can't see the reality of the situation
Me-38 W-38; T-15 M-12; S10 and S6 BD - July 2016; EA confirmed; confronted Aug 2015 EA dissolved 12/2016
Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option - Maya Angelou
