Adventures of PP, Woofie, and the WAW (9)

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PP

As far as I can see and hear there is time, boodles of it.

PP isn't finished becoming PP. There is so much to know about PP.

Intimacy is best when you know so much about you that it can be shared. It isn't today is wonderful, or xyz occurred. It is about knowing who you are and your feelings. It is sharing your inner world with true honesty and openness with your partner.

It's raw and true, without the anaesthetic of substances. It first requires you are intimate with yourself. It is given a point of mutality with your true life partner and the gift of your inner world is based on love, love trust and respect.

It seems to me that PP is learning about that intimacy, is learning about who he is and what he needs from an R. I for one believe this is vital step before intimacy begins.

There is of course the naughty part of intimacy, even that requires we know our needs to share them.

V

First let me say what a true pleasure it was to see your name back on my thread dearest V. My heart lit up and I prepared to read slowly and digest your wisdom. I was not disappointed. Thank you for your time and energy, I hope you know I have always found your wisdom to be insightful and extraordinarily helpful.

While I do not believe I have much time left in my M, I do believe that I have time in my life. It didn't feel that way six months ago when I was living on the bathroom floor in a ball of tears.

I'm slowly watching events unfold and openings happen that I never could have dreamed of this time last year. It's exciting and inspiring. Yes, there are days when I wish I was raising a child and living a quiet life with my W, but not the quiet life I was living. Tomorrow is my 320th day of sobriety and I do recall saying on day 4 that if I had to lose her to get sober, I'd do it. Clarity is the greatest drug on the planet Lady V, and it's making me see all kinds of things in new light.

Please know how much you mean to me Lady V, you've been such a huge part of my path to healing.

Love,
PP