V is for Vanilla 25

[Vanilla]

Pink

EAs in this way are not real, they are based on what we want to believe. A distraction.

Like my sexy thoughts about Liam........


You are free to do as you please, to give your heart as you will. Absolutely you are and it is always your choice. You are also free to give it to XWH.

Or you can give it to yourself, to keep safe. If you work from love then it's ok.

I know that it's ok to be wishful when my beau is seven years old.

It's safe place.

I am not yet D and I will be free like Pink. Even so I will likely still be unready for a long time. Maybe I can choose to have an R when I am healed. In the meanwhile I dream of Liam.

This is the role RD plays for you, a meantime distraction.

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