So will moving forward be different with D vs. things as they are today? I'm trying to figure out my own answer to this.
Thanks for the thoughts Enigma. Yes, I think things would be different. My mind set would be different, it would be over and I would not be able to talk to her again. Right now, I know I have to interact with her again for divorce, taxes etc... I would get to start over. By the end of 2016, I need to be in a better place in every way. Hopefully a new job, probably a new house, my MBA will be done, and I want this done as well. Things would definitely be different post divorce in terms of my mindset.
I was thinking of Azzork's question... Do I want a divorce? No, obviously that is not what I want. But I am never going to want that. But just because I do not want it does not mean that it is the wrong move. There comes a time when you have to accept things for what they are and move on. If I got let go from a job I really liked for basically no reason, I would be mad, but I would go find a new one and do an even better job. I have been given no reason to think that anything will improve.
Again not going to do anything drastic, just trying to think things through. In a weird way, I almost wish she would file and get the process started. It would just be a load off my shoulders. Thanks for the support as always.
