Azzork. I can say she's the one that wants me to move on, to just get over it. I am the one that has said to her, it's gonna take time it's not overnight thing this recovery. The marriage will be here or it won't, is the way I look at it. I have hope, but there is not guarantee. And yes, I'm at the academy training or teaching everyday almost and I spend alot of time doing it it's.
Then how am I to work on myself? Love to hear some stuff i should be doing.. Like I said, as far as me I train everyday almost and I spend ALOT of time doing it, phsyically not many guys my age in my shape. It's the mental mojo all f*'d up that I'm stuckin WHEN i'm not training.
