I probably didn't write this so eloquently as I'm annoyed so sorry. She wants this to work, I want this to work. She regrets what she did and is sorry for it. I'm working on me. I'm trying to heal for me. I said trying being me because, she seems to not have the understanding of what she did and the impact on us and me. I don't think she realizes it takes time to heal from this or am I wrong? I have listend, I have taken the advice, I've done alot of the stuff.
HEr constant them is: I want you to be happy. I want us to move on. I'm focusing on me btw, I'm reading, seeing a counselor, and trying to find me again.
I have said "i'm working to become a better me, a better man" I got this response, you don't need to be better you are great the way you are.. she don't do it for me, and I said I'm not doing it for you I'm doing it for me! I need to be better for me.
