One thing I've not been proud about, though, is thinking of ending it all at the start of the process. Frankly, It's embarrassing now and childish. But, that's how down I felt - thinking life couldn't get any worse. It probably will, it might even get better, but at least I'm still fighting!
Glad we could talk you down from the ledge.
I remember in the early days, I thought about veering into an incoming truck. I thought about driving off a bridge. I thought all kinds of stuff would just end it.
But Im glad I didnt. My life is too valuable to waste on XW.
